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GIRLS! -
As Susan Powters would say "Stop the Insanity" -- this shit is out of control. Last night, I got a taste of insanity. I went to the Christmas party for my HI group at the Best Tavern (Westgate) and I feel like I made a fool of myself. This is the status quo for me. It seems that whatever I do in life -- I perceive as a failed act.
I am not alone when it comes to feeling this way as I learned once again after the party when I was speaking with Richard. He told me about his counseling sessions he had with his therapist. She asked him what he wanted to talk about or what he was having trouble with and he said "girls." He communicated that he was having difficulty finding a girlfriend or someone he could have a sexual relationship with.
It seems that about 99% of head injured guys are having difficulty finding a girlfriend or someone they could have a sexual relationship with. I am one of them and it doesn't seem fair. When you have a girlfriend or someone you're having a sexual relationship with, life is great for the most part and when you don't, life seems unfair or unjust.
But when I think about it, a relationship isn't everything. It's nice, but there are so many more important things in life.
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